Nothg SpeCiaL...

This year 15th feb, i thought it will be different from my pass, but seen like it was only my ridiculous thinking... 想太多了, but somethings which is real was my feeling, i dint realize it will become like this, but i just wanna do what ever i want to do... and so i did it, maybe it missing some of the parts according to the plan, but i was satisfied for that... i dint expect too much, cause i sense somethings had already change, and thus i still keep going on, why? i dun know, maybe i just wanna have a try... try to have something different, try to get something i deserve...

Well, it was nothings, just my own romance, 1st time i did it for someone, and i thought i will all going well, but there was so many unpredictable things happened.

That feeling is like i being poison, and i cant hold it for much more longer, wanna to tell someone that i have feel something on her... and so i prepare this, 7 for a special meaning, wanna know whats it mean? go check yourself la, haha^^...

重来没想过，我会走到这一步，应为每一次我都回因一些小小的问题而退缩，重来不做没有十全把握的事的我，这一次什么都不管了，虽然我还是漏掉了一点小小的细节，也是那最重要的一个部分，引哥教的杀手锏“hhhl”，竟然没用上，哈哈... 我还以为什么都对了，但原来是什么都错了...

回到了原点，有点不甘心... but i can do nothg, nothg at all, what i can do, is just stand aside and waiting, waiting, waiting... wait for the durian drop from the tree... feel dun wan to give up so easy, and yet i have no choice but to... wish everythg will going fine, maybe i just needed sometimes to heal myself... like that songs you like b4, it will all get better in time...



Better In Time - Leona Lewis