Nothg SpeCiaL...

"B" "R" "E" "A" "K" "F" "A" "S" "T" = breakfast [早餐~]

2009-05-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

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Mcd~ McMuffin~
一直以来,我都没有吃早餐的习惯,
但今天就不知怎么了,
feel到好像被逼着从心爱的床与睡梦中起来~
但也没有啦,
就自己喜欢赖床~
毕竟就能睡多少就睡多少吗~
昨天约好的,
以为每次都会取消的,
但却出乎意料之外ya,
虽然有点赶,
但总算没白费啦~
发现原来早起+早餐=好精神!
发现对任何事物都看得不一样~
脾气没那么躁,工作也没那么懒,不过我一直都很勤劳的哦,偶尔还是会吃吃蛇的啦~
最近很宅~都把自己宅在家~玩这个
R.C. = REstaurant CitY...
就那天跟阿美,Wong,阿娇yamcha la~
他们都在讲这个~讲到我都想冲回家玩~
于是就regis了~本来差一点就要追到Wong的了,
那条妖怪太得空了~又被他拉远了~
就很简单的开店摆桌子~找ingrediants~up lvl~
全auto的~都不用什么玩~旧放着哪赚钱和经验值~
不到一个礼拜,ahahaha~就很大间了我的RockCAfe~
但现在改名了叫de什么的~ 哈哈~
太闷了啦~ 也好久没写blog了~
没心情~就不写啦~
情绪化~
哈哈~

狂吃101~哈哈...

2009-04-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

Ccccccc...这可是两个人份哦,会不会太多了一点,就没事跟妖怪angie约好吃晚餐,然后去到101,就随心所欲的点,哈哈...才发现点太多了,有铁板豆腐啦,炒菜胆,芙蓉煎蛋,"bbqchick",和咖喱...鸡肉还是猪肉了harrr?两个人吃丫,你说吃得完吗?

本来就要去吃麻辣锅的,嘿丫,那么好采没开,真是可爱的叻,其实肚子也有点不舒服啦,就心想能吃淡一点就比较好吗,不过也没什么选择了~毕竟都那么夜了,就突然决定下坡吃煮炒(结果也没清淡到哪里去=.="')...

2009-03-09T13:37:00.000-07:00

在这一段时间里，发现自己好笨
不懂为什么
无药可救，这是真的吗？
可能我太过坚持了吧
连朋友都这么骂我了

自问自己是个很成熟的人
以为自己会控制得了自己
但有些事真的没法去控制

爱
总认为自己很了解
但其实并都没有体会过
只有爱人得份
喜欢那种感觉
为一个人付出
不求任何回报
但现实总没有自己想象得那么完美
崇敬那像童话故事里一般的爱
但那些都不存在

不甘心
但又能做什么
只能退回原点
远远的望着
但却发现太远了
什么都看不到
不安害怕
很想做些什么
想得到
更怕失去
全部都在一线之间

想了有想
想了在想
还是想
这是我的缺点
想太多
拖拖拉拉

喜欢把一个人放在心上的感觉
不论你做什么都会想到她
想想她在干么
想想她会在哪
期待着她会为我做些什么
自己又爱假假的装着什么都不在呼

把心放空
不愿意，不喜欢
没有人可以想念
是不被允许吗
连做第三者的份都没有
每天见到你
我都必须act到很朋友那样
心却一直在痛
想紧紧地抱你
但不可以
怕在也没有机会了
他到底是谁
我什么都不是吗
不想只是朋友

回到了一个人的世界
好孤独好寂寞
想念和你一起的日子
但原来那些都是我一个人在...
误会吗
不知道，希望不是
装着不是
是我那里做得不够？
还是我不适合？
希望能流泪
哭，很久没哭了
已不懂得怎样
对大家说没有就没有啊
但心里很care
装着坚强
在你面前，在你们面前也是
不敢和你面对面
看着你的脸怕看到你害怕的样子
怕让你看到我还在意的样子
怕你应此回避我
我只能继续的演
没有人知道，也不想让任何人知道
lovin' u 爱你
想说，要说，但不能说

不想再找你试着不去想你
不想再看到你说累不要出去
但

SeCrets...

2009-03-08T12:15:00.000-07:00

原来我的世界很渺小...

2009-03-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

发现
自己一直活在渺小的空间里
说实在的，感觉自己好像有点自闭
但又自闭不完... 哈哈哈~

最近都不知道自己在干什么
心情时好时差的
生活过于枯燥吗?
还是太过于单调了？
我也不知道...

感觉总有些事闷在心里
但却无法疏解出来

我是个不爱说真话的骗子
真话都藏在内心深处
怕被人发现

总爱美化我的每一言一语
希望自己是个完美的个体
但却不曾完美过

只有自己才知道
我是个怎样的人
人前人后的我
分别好大

好听的话说久会腻
听久了也腻
夜了
饿了
累了

I dun even know what's going on me...
But i feeling tired
And hunger for something
Wealth
Health
Love
or
Everything

What am i seeking for?
What are the most i wanted?
Asking myself
But
There are not exact answers
Cause
Even myself
Dun realize
What i deserve

Dreaming
Make me feel better
Cause in the dream, you can be anything u wan to be
You can have everything you wanted

Time is healing me
Happiness accompanied by pain and sorrow
But you will remember
All you have done
Put them as memories of beauty
Those beauty,
Will be fond memories in mind that at the depths of my heart
Forever and Ever

& maybe someday
I will go back to think of
Those which were once beauty in my life
Which or who
Ever make me feel
I'm exist
Life was once perfect

And it's really late now...
haha^^ almost 5am...
The End...

My Embarrasing Valentine...

2009-02-20T05:45:00.000-08:00

This year 15th feb, i thought it will be different from my pass, but seen like it was only my ridiculous thinking... 想太多了, but somethings which is real was my feeling, i dint realize it will become like this, but i just wanna do what ever i want to do... and so i did it, maybe it missing some of the parts according to the plan, but i was satisfied for that... i dint expect too much, cause i sense somethings had already change, and thus i still keep going on, why? i dun know, maybe i just wanna have a try... try to have something different, try to get something i deserve...

Well, it was nothings, just my own romance, 1st time i did it for someone, and i thought i will all going well, but there was so many unpredictable things happened.

That feeling is like i being poison, and i cant hold it for much more longer, wanna to tell someone that i have feel something on her... and so i prepare this, 7 for a special meaning, wanna know whats it mean? go check yourself la, haha^^...

重来没想过，我会走到这一步，应为每一次我都回因一些小小的问题而退缩，重来不做没有十全把握的事的我，这一次什么都不管了，虽然我还是漏掉了一点小小的细节，也是那最重要的一个部分，引哥教的杀手锏“hhhl”，竟然没用上，哈哈... 我还以为什么都对了，但原来是什么都错了...

回到了原点，有点不甘心... but i can do nothg, nothg at all, what i can do, is just stand aside and waiting, waiting, waiting... wait for the durian drop from the tree... feel dun wan to give up so easy, and yet i have no choice but to... wish everythg will going fine, maybe i just needed sometimes to heal myself... like that songs you like b4, it will all get better in time...

Better In Time - Leona Lewis

Jan6...

2009-01-06T10:10:00.000-08:00

Count as my 1st B'day present
from shanshan,
wahahahahahahaha~
super fit~

虽然今年的生日没什么特别的
但却感觉到格外的开心
没什么大是庆祝~
普通的喝喝茶
就平平淡淡啦
我就喜欢~

很多期待的事
并没有发生
但，ok la~
咔咔~
知足就可以了
虽然还是有点渴望啦~
但不要紧啦~

然后呢~应该没什么要补充了的吧,那就收档了~哈哈^^

Weird day, weird feel...

2008-12-21T09:45:00.000-08:00

Pc fair ya~
ppls mountain ppls sea, haha~
quite nice~ got a new web cam and a new pen drive,
damn cheapcheap[both cost me Rm114]~ kaka...

but oso feel tired,

dunoe y...
i got a bad weird feel,
it's hard to describe and,
speak less...
so i choose not to say...

well, but good is,
sm1 promise somethgs to me...
so i write this posts[as a prove la],
to remind sm1, lala~ keke~

well i dint wish too much for this christmas,
coz every year i dint expect anythgs from anyone,
i juz like to c ppls around happy,
and that's enough for me,

but since sm1 ask,
so...

Here my wish list for this christmas...
dun hav 3 itms la[too much, and i oso not too greedy], so onli 1 thg i really wanted,

x xxxx xxx xx xx xx xxxxxxxxxx...

温馨的一天...

2008-12-20T06:33:00.000-08:00

方大同 singalongsong~ 超超超喜欢的, 有一点点像是自己想表达的心情...

I wrote this song
It’s not too long
Cause I’m thinking about you
I wrote this song
Maybe I’m wrong
to be called all about you

I don’t know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But,maybe you could just lie to me
We could be in love, you see

Let’s sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you won’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

I wrote this song
It’s not too long
cause I’m the one who loves you
I wrote this song
this can’t be wrong
I don’t wanna smile without you

I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
How I wish that you are mean to be
forever and the day with me

Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

In every way, you mean more to me
then you love more
Girl, I do my best to show these words are true
And if you like to make a song in the perfect
harmony with me
I find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romantic thing

Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Let’s Sing a long song
that not too long
It’s when I think about you then I hear song
and you can sing alone
Maybe if you don’t want to
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
Cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you

我很无聊吧,既然copy了整首歌... 真得很想能有机会, 唱给对的人听,
但看来对的人始终都没有出现过,说到自己的感情世界就好像拿了个鸡蛋一样,
还惨过以前考试,以前不论怎么考都不会拿零分呱...

不过也习惯了,喜欢为人准备些什么的感觉~就没什么,但过程就觉得很开心...
当然是为喜欢的人啦...
X'mas要到了,
可好像没什么特别的节目,
想约某某人出来,
但看来也是不可能的,
不过也罢...

今晚的point到了...
晚上回到家,好饿,刚巧老爸回来,
他就还没吃,哈哈~
两个人就一起出去吃宵夜丫...
跑到bakawali去想吃果条仔~妖怪,没开=.=,
then到family F.c.,好彩~还有~
也很夜了[12点左右呱...]...
其实好久没和老豆两个人一起吃饭了...
感觉超好的...东西不是很好吃,
但很满足,超温馨...
从我放弃了utar后,算起来都很久了...
相信他心里也不好过吧,
不过对不起,我只能这么说,
也一直把这话放在心里,
从没说出口...

我算是一个蛮孤僻的人吧,
所以一直都在寻求改变,希望能成为在大家心中都有位置的人,
很累...

最近有个很重要的朋友,在她身边发生了一些让她感到伤心的事...
不知如何慰藉她,但就一直听她说:"u dun understand d la... u dun understand d la..."
我又能怎么做呢...希望一切都是个美丽的误会吧...

不过最近很奇怪的, 头脑的思绪丫,还有身体也好像变差了...
总是容易感冒, 就像今天就工作到一半鼻涕就流个不停, 其他的就不说了...

现在还听着singalongsong~都有个几十遍了吧...
就听不厌丫~

噢买尬~OMG~ i deleteD all mY poSts yA...

2008-12-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

哇哈哈哈~ 超可爱的，就那一天，没错就礼拜六那一天，引哥走后，昏昏欲睡的我一个不小心mark了所有的Posts，然后呢更恐怖，在一个不小心按了delete button，then? 就全部都不见掉了咯，就当是重新开始吧...

今天跟引哥和胜去看了电影，"the day the earth stood stil" 哈哈，第二排，看到是在是累的咯... tat movie oso 普普通通啦...

累了，现在四点十八分~ 在不睡，就死定了...